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III. the last white christmas (birth of the lady man)

from last of the scarlet years by there will be fish

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the last part of a quadrilogy, a song called "reflections/refractions" about me complaining about how much life sucks.

this part is about being who i want to be regardless of what other people say, even if that person is me.

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hey let's go to sleep
and never wake up
hey let's stay alive

hey let's cut our wrists
and watch the blood dry
let's be safe tonight

let's chop up these pills
no, please don't do that
let's be sane tonight

please don't take this wrong
but i can't stand this
please put down the knife

i'm terrified of what you'll do if i give all the control to you

hey let's go outside
enjoy the sunrise
i would rather die

hey let's make some more
healthy relationships
what's wrong with the friends you have?

you've known them for years
it doesn't matter
they don't care at all

you ungrateful shit
you're worthless
...i know.

i want to be calm
but i can't help it
i'll never get what i want

i'll never know how much it's worth to sow the seeds of fertile earth
i'll never know how much it's worth to grow the seeds of shattered earth

one day i hope that god
will change his mind but
i don't think he will

i don't know very much
about growing old but
we fear what we don't understand

i don't know very much
about anything
but i'm good at pretending like i do

and these days, that's good enough
(but i'm not good enough)

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from last of the scarlet years, released November 27, 2013

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there will be fish Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

an adult with a computer and a few musical instruments.
see also: IAMFYNE.bandcamp.com

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