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there’s a girl with
facial hair
but she laughs while
they all stare
cause it’s a sin but
she doesn’t care
she has nothing left to lose
as a kid she
was a boy
playing with all the
girly toys
and her father tried hard to
crush her voice but
her emotions prevailed
still, at night, she
lies awake,
chokes on tears, her
stomach aches
her breasts have gone to
another place
please give her some drugs
when stars reach from
above the clouds and
monsters creep from their
closet shrouds and the
maidens fair cut their
ribbons out
what a travesty.
no apologies for this
seething rage, not a
call for keys to my
fleshy cage, not a
passing phase
nor a coming of age—oh!
i was meant for the stage.
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2. |
prayers without malice
02:15
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god
why have you forsaken me again
god
why do i have to follow your fucking plan
i didn't choose my path
i won't succumb to wrath
but for envy i can't say the same
i never asked for this
i never wanted this
i never wanted to be who i am
god
well, i repent for all my sins
but
i refuse to let you win
i don't know what i am
i don't know to react
to the things i'm prone to feel
so i just take it back
i don't know how to act
i just know that it felt kind of good
please, please
don't let this be
depression again
cause i know
i will never know
love like you did
i know, "never
say never",
but i did.
so please
go away.
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3. |
bring back mom jeans
04:18
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aislado
I see you there
such a pretty stare
disheveled hair
like you don't care
three hours of sleep
you're in too deep
you sow what you reap
but you're too cheap
(bring back mom jeans)
show off them childbearing hips
and your lovestained lips
I just wanna take a dip
in your mom jeans
how do you survive
the incessant cries
and your bloodstained thighs
that I idolize
(bring back mom jeans)
this denim labyrinth
your catacombs of sin
and the chrysalis within
within your mom jeans
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4. |
birth of the lady man
04:34
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honey baby darling
03:53
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honey, baby, darling,
mommy is here for you.
honey, baby, darling,
your nightmares will come true.
Janus, Janus, Janus
help me pass the time.
I hope you never forget
that one day, you will die.
honey, baby, darling
the future's looking grim
honey, baby, darling
god's dead and we killed him
Charon, Charon, Charon,
take it all away.
drown me in the river
I've got no fare today
hold me by the ovum
and dip me in the stream
you'll stab me in the stomach
when a child's smile gleams
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I stood out in the rain
my feet frozen with pain
but I don't mind because I got you lovin me
baby you're all that I need
cigarette smoke on my teeth
my skirt down to my knees
but that's okay, and although they may laugh at me,
my hair will flow in the breeze
i saw a man on TV
telling me he was a she
and now i know that these feelings inside of me
aren’t something i should hide deep
like when i was a kid
wearing my mom’s lipstick
they laugh at tootsie, but now that don’t bother me
cause baby you make me feel (like a natural woman)
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there will be fish Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
an adult with a computer and a few musical instruments.
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