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iii. not like this (not like this)

from last of the scarlet years by there will be fish

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part II of a trilogy, a song called "that night" about that night, adapted from a poem called "where the red fern grows".

this part is about feeling guilty about the fact that i was sexually assaulted.

lyrics

You asked me if I liked you
and how
as a friend? or more
you asked if I wanted to kiss you.
well I did,
once, long long ago
but not here
not now
not like this
and not anymore.

You smeared your disgusting dead-fish lips
all over mine.
I pushed you away gently and reluctantly.
I didn't want to hurt you.
physically or otherwise.
i did,
once,
long long ago
but not here
not now
not like this
and not anymore.

Why don't you want to kiss me?
Why don't you want to kiss me?
you said it over and over.
Why don't you want to kiss me?
You pulled me close to you
and touched my lips slowly.
I didn't answer, because I did,
once,
long long ago
but not here
not now
not like this
and not anymore.

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from last of the scarlet years, released November 27, 2013

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there will be fish Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

an adult with a computer and a few musical instruments.
see also: IAMFYNE.bandcamp.com

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